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I hate the feeling of not knowing anything, something so important that almost every human being knows about it --- except you, but you have the right to know such things because it involves people you love.

It hurts knowing that the person you love will not tell you about the things that is going on in his life and surroundings -- especially when it involves his safety and his life, but other people do. Its as if you don't have any right to worry or be concerned, no matter what their intentions was not to tell.

It just hurts too much..