My boyfriend will be leaving this June 6 bound for Thailand. He will taking his M.A. in Korean Studies. He will stay there for a year and a half before going to South Korea for a practicum of sorts.
Though it pleases me that he has been accepted for a scholarship by the ASEAN, and in addition for being the only Filipino to be accepted, I cannot help but be sad about this news. Yes, its a great opportunity for him and for us--for our future, cannot help but be selfish. No matter how much I try to reason with myself that this is a wonderful thing for him, I just end up crying.
I am immature that way, though I don't believe I have issues of abandonment.
I do however, have issues when other people are happy despite my depression. I feel like if I am depressed then other people should be too. As I've mentioned before, I am selfish.
Maybe its just a phase I am going through...I have no idea.
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